Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage again
I never knew how to decieve.
A talent meant to be forbidden.
Until I put on an ashamed mask.
From that moment - I was hidden.
My morals were lost in a dream.
Toys followed rules to my game.
Illusions I've created were extreme.
A chaotic world - never the same.
Under the pressure I am falling.
Blind to the life that is real.
On the ground I am crawling.
Afraid of emotions - I will feel.
I never knew how to believe.
A talent meant to be true.
Until the light has found me.
A nightmare cured - because of you.
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Sunday, May 3, 2009, 9:03 AM
Many things can last forever, or so the life span they are given. What we take for granted one day, may be the life changer or destruction of another. . Just as my head sank beneath the water. The deception, hatred and lies just dragged me under. How I came to rise out of such volatile emotion; springing back up to the surface so I may breathe once more. I won't say that I was born again, but I can say it was a higher plain of existence that changed me. Leave one spirit behind and embrace your new one. They say in life, you can have fun and pleasure from anything you want, as long as you will allow yourself embrace the situation mind, body and soul. I have given up all of those, for the desire that I weakly hold on to. As you can feel the rope slipping through your bloody grasp every so many days.
Everyone seems to be fighting with one another now days. They do not think of the consequences, just stating what ever we feel and not thinking about how others feel. I'm no angel either but if u look at it in a bigger prospect u may understand what we are going through. Maturity may play a big part in this but yet again if u go back to what has happened it all boils down to you and only you. Always denying , pretending and running away. We do know that e world is against u but u have to muster your courage and face it. We all believe in u. Esteem levels may be low but pick it up, walk with your head hanging high up in e sky cause u know u deserve that, not just going around and being used by other people. There is limit for care and compassion but overdoing it would not do anyone any good. I may have hurt you and I'm sorry but all i want is for u to be happy, nth more. We all love u alot.
God! exams has all ready started and this problems have to come out? as tho it has been scripted. Everything seems to be too familiar. A hint of De Ja VU? i really hope not. It has been a long time since i really have settled down but now, everything seems to be in a mess and this time there may be no turning back. What is said is said, what is done is done and now i can only look at e ominous future. Having O levels is such a bitch , there is only one strike and there is no room for ever. I feel so unmotivated to do anything. Its like having e blues everyday. Today tried to study, managed to memorise a chapter on Globalisation and leaned how to do VECTORS! OK its really late now gotta wake up early tmr! bye! :D
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.
Hello earthling, you have just step into Gurshan's Paradise.
My parents brought me into this world on 23rd of July
Just
like any human or you, I eat/ play/ laugh/ cry/ sleep. I'm unique & special in my own way. Make fun of me? I wun give a damn about it. Cause I know that you're jealous because I'm special & u're not.
Can't stand me? Oh, simply fcuk off & dun ever come back again. Copycat & dogs are not welcome here. Blow kisses to peoples leave a tags. Remember to come back for my tag repies. Last but not least, puh-lease enjoy your stay here
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Param Preet.
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+ Memories that wld be cherished
+ April 2009
+ May 2009
An accidentality production
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