Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage again
I never knew how to decieve.
A talent meant to be forbidden.
Until I put on an ashamed mask.
From that moment - I was hidden.
My morals were lost in a dream.
Toys followed rules to my game.
Illusions I've created were extreme.
A chaotic world - never the same.
Under the pressure I am falling.
Blind to the life that is real.
On the ground I am crawling.
Afraid of emotions - I will feel.
I never knew how to believe.
A talent meant to be true.
Until the light has found me.
A nightmare cured - because of you.
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009, 9:17 AM
Hello to myself. Hello to my personal hell. Not exactly mental. But this situation is very stressful. I’m lookin’ in the mirror. Wonderin’ how I got here. I’m talking to myself again. asking me when I want it to end. But when it’s late at night, and I’m by myself. All the ghosts in the mirror comin’ out to get me. comin’ out to get me. And when it doesn’t feel right, that’s when they decide to strike. “Hello who is that?” My mirror image, I think we need to chat. When do you think we will break down my iron will? Something needs to change now. Before I completely fall down. And when I’m looking in the mirror I wonder who brought me here. I’m talking to myself again and I tell myself I’m ready for it to end. But when it’s late at night, and I’m by myself. All the ghosts in the mirror comin’ out to get me. comin’ out to get me. And when it doesn’t feel right, that’s when they decide to strike. The mirror is talkin to me. The ghosts in the mirror are talkin to me. They wanna try and get me, They wanna try and kill me. But when it’s late at night, and I’m by myself. All the ghosts in the mirror comin’ out to get me. comin’ out to get me. And when it doesn’t feel right, that’s when they decide to strike. When I look in the mirror I realize I brought myself here. There is no such thing as fear. We only know it because fear is all we hear
Woke up at 6 20 am and got a really sweet sms from my darling lil best friend GURPREET kaur! "Oh my god, Gushan! Youre gonna sit fr ur poa n maths papers. All the best, ok? like i said, put the blame on me if you didnt pass. Its my fault. I really needed a bestf at tt moment of time n you was ther, thanks dude. I really do appreciate it, You was right, not only teared bt cried actually while i was one th phone w/u n jas. Ure always there whn i nid . Ure the best. I dont know what will ull do if i was still enemies w/u. AT times i just wished (insert phrase) So understanding, yes love life aside. Now to pay back, gib me a call n ill be thr fr you. Name me d person,ill kick his balls. If its a girl, ill make her pregnant. ok dont ask me how. somehow, ill. Otherwise, im not GURPREET Deii!! cahnge my name. HAHA, My plan worked, well fr not going t school. Yayness much? AND YOU! all th best, dont sleep. Pass w/ flying colours. Be greatful tt im taking 5 min t send this 6 text long. Tc" Gurpreet is damn SWEET, and not a bitch. She thinks eveyone thinks she is one when she is not!
Maths paper was suchha bitch. I looked at e paper took a deep breath and started it. E paper was really tough. Paper was for 2 hours long but i managed to "finish" it in an hour. Slept for e next hour. Then came e biggest shock! The POA paper was like alien to us. Firstly i never ever saw e questions in my life and what i was told to study did not even come out? wth la? e whole class were like shell shocked! How could she do this us? AHh wtever la? like no mood to study and feel like giving up. Been memorising my Social Studies for e past 2 hours. Really hope ill do well for it. Tmr SS and F n N paper. I don't think i want to take my F n N paper . Hopefully i'll get a guts to just skip e paper.
I guess ill end it here, so much more left to say but i rather leave it unsaid.
Labels: Giving up
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.
Hello earthling, you have just step into Gurshan's Paradise.
My parents brought me into this world on 23rd of July
Just
like any human or you, I eat/ play/ laugh/ cry/ sleep. I'm unique & special in my own way. Make fun of me? I wun give a damn about it. Cause I know that you're jealous because I'm special & u're not.
Can't stand me? Oh, simply fcuk off & dun ever come back again. Copycat & dogs are not welcome here. Blow kisses to peoples leave a tags. Remember to come back for my tag repies. Last but not least, puh-lease enjoy your stay here
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Angeline.
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Dhivya.
Gurpreet.
Gurvin.
Jasdeep.
Kah Min.
Li Ran.
Madeleine.
Param Preet.
Soni.
Sonia Dubay.
+ Many things can last forever, or so the life span ...
+ Memories that wld be cherished
+ April 2009
+ May 2009
An accidentality production
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