Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage again
I never knew how to decieve.
A talent meant to be forbidden.
Until I put on an ashamed mask.
From that moment - I was hidden.
My morals were lost in a dream.
Toys followed rules to my game.
Illusions I've created were extreme.
A chaotic world - never the same.
Under the pressure I am falling.
Blind to the life that is real.
On the ground I am crawling.
Afraid of emotions - I will feel.
I never knew how to believe.
A talent meant to be true.
Until the light has found me.
A nightmare cured - because of you.
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Thursday, May 14, 2009, 11:34 AM
When you think of suicide, Listen to me and fight, It ain't the way to end, Cause it haven't even began, Look and me and ask, Do you really wanna go that fast? Is misery that much you can't take?
 I really don't know whats happening to me. Sleepless nights, feeling as thou I'm trapped in some prison, feeling so squeezed. Always thinking of what could be bothering me for this long and yet there seems to be nothing. Really frustrating. Everything is mechanical and on going. How i wish time would just stop for a moment or two. But then again, there is a saying "Time stops for no man." Friends become enemies, Enemies become friends. Fate/Destiny are really cruel words. It changes just by a snap of a finger. Everything is fated, no matter how hard you try it's just going to end e way is supposed to. What we all can do now is just keep FAITH in what we are doing and hopefully we can succeed in whatever we want to do. Break-Up's are part and parcel of life no matter how hard one tries it is fated. This post is for you, i could not tell u this face to face as i can't see u hurt. He may have left u but please don't let your world fall apart. Don't ever forget that u have all of us behind u, no matter what and that is a promise.Even though you will, understandably, feel hurt, unloved, unwanted and rejected and, wonder what u did wrong, it is better not to dwell on this for too long. It is more than likely that you will never find out the real truth and although it will not be easy at first, you must face up to what has happened. Tell yourself that the situation was out of your control, so you are not to blame and that your ex-partner is not coming back. It is all too easy to think that you will never have another perfect relationship like the one that has just ended, when in fact, it must have been far from perfect or you would still be together. You must make yourself understand that you can still have another relationship, although it will not be the same, it will be equally as fulfilling and probably better. The best company to keep at this time is that of your family and friends, we will listen to you 'pouring out your heart' and comfort you - offering you as many tissues as you require.(and i wont complain that tissues are very expensive! :p) NEVER SUFFER IN SILENCE AND REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE HERE!
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.
Hello earthling, you have just step into Gurshan's Paradise.
My parents brought me into this world on 23rd of July
Just
like any human or you, I eat/ play/ laugh/ cry/ sleep. I'm unique & special in my own way. Make fun of me? I wun give a damn about it. Cause I know that you're jealous because I'm special & u're not.
Can't stand me? Oh, simply fcuk off & dun ever come back again. Copycat & dogs are not welcome here. Blow kisses to peoples leave a tags. Remember to come back for my tag repies. Last but not least, puh-lease enjoy your stay here
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Angeline.
Fuad.
Dhivya.
Gurpreet.
Gurvin.
Jasdeep.
Kah Min.
Li Ran.
Madeleine.
Param Preet.
Soni.
Sonia Dubay.
+ Happy Mother's Day
+ Hello to myself. Hello to my personal hell. Not ex...
+ Many things can last forever, or so the life span ...
+ Memories that wld be cherished
+ April 2009
+ May 2009
An accidentality production
Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D
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